Today is my Sunday.. Sunday night.. but its actually monday.. I just take longer to settle in and stay there.

I felt too much in one day it seems.

I realized I love a boy I cant be with. In the any near future.
And I had to take a day in. To absorb that. Im trying to stick to some feelings and not let everything be flexible.

Anyway. Finishing the last of my stash. Throats anyway hurting, Im smoking enough cigarettes for that.

Tomorrow new day, no weed, old peoples drugs, cracking it.